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Monster Zero
Jay Snodgrass
0-9709342-6-2
$13.00
©2002

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Jay Snodgrass was born in Florida, and grew up on Yokota Air Base in Japan. He received his MFA from Florida International University in 2002. He lives with his wife, Kristine, in Miami, Florida.
     

If you doubt the holy combination of Hollywood camp and absolutely credible lyricism, read these poems. In his wonderful first collection, Monster Zero, Jay Snodgrass endows emptiness with a shape. This bold, confident, and original book is the poetic equivalent of Mary Shelley's Frankenstein.
—Tracy Philpot, Judge
2002 Elixir Press Book Awards
 
 
In these monster-out-of-water tales, a young American, growing up an Army brat in Japan, develops a relationship with a slimy green creature that helps him to come to grips with Hiroshima, Oppenheimer, and his family. Jay Snodgrass's Monster Zero is a touching funhouse of a book in which pop culture mirrors pop psychology, in which God mirrors Godzilla.
—Denise Duhamel

Monster Zero cover

That Godzilla should rise to walk among us in the guise of these inventive and entertaining poems need not, in our post-millennial times, come as a complete surprise; that Godzilla's quest, having so arisen, should be not the smashing of hapless pop-culture icons but rather a profound search for self-knowledge, an investigation of cultural and personal identity, is the brilliant insight at the heart of Monster Zero. Jay Snodgrass's first book is of visceral immediacy and staying power.

—Campbell McGrath
 
 
In Monster Zero, Jay Snodgrass attempts a wry redemption drawn from the cultural detritus left in the ashes of the apocalypse, and succeeds with astonishing grace.
—William Tester

from Monster Zero

First Confession

Algebra

The year they showed us the movie The Day After,
About surviving a nuclear war, all my expectations
About the future vaporized.
At the junior high I went to on an airbase
In Tokyo they were nice to me
And let me gently slip through the cracks.
I remember the light coming through the windows
Of the school and the sound of airplanes.
One day there was an earthquake and the kid who
Sat next to me in Algebra had a seizure. All I could do
Was stand there pointing at him with one hand, the
Other covering my mouth while the teacher tried
To put his wallet between the kid's teeth. I felt like
I had been let in on a secret everyone else was kept
In the dark about. When I confessed to another
Student that I was afraid of the end of the world,
He bought me a heavy codeine
Syrup from a chemist downtown and I got lost
In the mountains until I graduated. Later, when I
Drove off in my father's car there was a light
Coming from the fields, the rows and rows
Of tea bushes, it brushed at the mist in the lower
Places until the whole world just shined.
At school I learned that an equation
Is when everything on both sides of the equal sign
Balances. After a while I stopped
Crying about the things I couldn't change.
After a while the fatigue in my heart lifted
So that airplanes didn't sound like
Bombers anymore. Now they speak to me
About their love for light, and when I hear them
I nod, knowing that theirs is a doomed romance.